(saturday)

i accidentally walked by your house on saturday. i didn't mean to. i was so careful NOT to, on my way to the library. but. on the way home  ....i was thinking about the rain, the bus card i had just given to that man, my bag of groceries, the final Twilight book waiting to be read. and i turned - a block too early or a block too late. and i stopped in my tracks when i realized. and almost turned around and went back the way i came. but that would be silly. what are the odds you would be home and looking out your window, the right window, at the right moment, so you would see me going by on the street just then. so i kept going. and felt sad. sad for no longer being able to call you up, or ring your doorbell, and say - hey i'm going by your house! and maybe stop in out of the rain for a bit. so i kept going.