Thursday, August 12, 2010

life...

There is a gorgeously cool breeze blowing in my windows, thanks to the rain that rolled through earlier. After a week of 90's and humidity and no air conditioning, this feels *amazing*. But now it's time for bed. I live in a 'garden level' apartment. So do I close up the windows - leaving them open just the crack that the security bars allow - and close off all of this goodness flowing in? Or do I leave them open and TRUST Someone to keep me safe while I sleep, vulnerable in my bed?

Do I shut off the good that's flowing in because I'm scared and feel comforted by the illusion of control? Or do I let the good continue to flow in and TRUST?

Sunday, August 1, 2010

small talk...

hello?